When doing children's theater, anyone who performs in Peter Pan knows there is always a risk. What if Tinkerbell dies because no one believes in fairies and the children don't clap??
Am I a fool? Have believed in love for so long....believed it was out there for me. I see my sisters, parents, grandparents and even former inlaws...they are in love. They follow the rules. I am not saying their lives are perfect, or they don't go through pain, but they have a partner. Someone who is there. They are not alone. They don't go to bed alone. They don't have to cry alone.
I have the most beautiful wonderful daughter and she and I will always love each other, but I thought I would have more.
Once, I told my mom the song, "You won't ever be lonely" is what I wanted in life and partner....she thinks I can find it.
I feel like the little girl in Miracle on 34th Street. I am too smart to believe....but wouldn't be nice if I could.
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