So Confusing

I just don't understand why love has to hurt. Why does one person love another so much and yet, the feelings aren't returned.

I tend to give my heart freely. I tend to love blindly. I look for the good in someone. I ignore the bad and the warning signs. I forgive very easily. I don't always forget very well.

I have learned not to chase a man....maybe....I hope I have learned. Either he wants you or he doesn't. He has to come to you freely and willingly. Fighting for your man just doesn't work, Sorry Miss Loretta................

I have been in love many times in my life. I guess I am luckier than most. But, never so deeply. So easy to hurt inside when you give your whole heart.

I have to learn to walk away. I think. I need to focus on me and my daughter. I need to make myself a priority. I am really tired of never being first. STBEH always put his mistress first....I always put him first. Now, I put my daughter first. Someday I want to be first. I want to be the one that gets defended in the fight. I want to matter. I want to be the ONE.