Rapid Weight Loss Diet

This is probably the most expensive and probably the most painful diet, but I just lost 200 pounds............seriously...............in one day................well more like a year, but I kicked his sorry ass out. Okay, it was mutal he left, but I like to think I told him to go.

From now on, hubby will be known as stebh or soon to be ex-hubby.

This split has been not fun. He left Nov. 15. While his brother was staying here from California and his father was here from Virginia doing repairs on the house. We made agreements on the stuff last year when I found out about the affair. He went back on all of it. We fought about dishes and silverware..........why the forks????seriously why take all the forks??????

Tonight we fought over the baby's travel crib. I travel for work. Generally, Grammie my former mother in law would go with me. We really are strike that were friends. I love her. I thought she loved me. Okay, so it was an $80 dollar crib. What is really my problem? I should have let it go...............I hurt so much. I feel like everything he takes is just destroying me even more.

I guess I still had hope. Maybe if I kept something of his to hold onto. But, I am just in denial, he is not going to change. Not any time soon. I loved this man for so long. I sacrificed everything for him.

I want to be loved and I want to be wanted. It wouldn't hurt if the person who loved and wanted me was also attractive to me. So, now as my friend told me I need to go on a new diet. He calls it the "New People Are Going To See Me Naked Diet" lol